When I think back to my life, I have not been on life-threatening situation. I just have felt scary about my security. Once, 3 years ago, I was at my home. Then somebody, suddenly, tried to open the door. After a giving a strong pulling, he was gone. I was so horrified that I could not do anything. Fortunately, the door was locked. By the way, as typing this blogging, I think I always have had small things to fear. For example, I don’t like the mirror on door, which is used for checking visitors though. Because, whenever I passed by the door, I felt like a ghost kept staring at me, I blinded it for ghost not to look at me. I am sound like a freak, but I am scary. Frankly speaking, when I was 8 years old, I thought somebody can shoot me behind. To avoid that kind of potential attack, I used to walk zigzag on the street. I don’t do this weird motion anymore, but sometimes I still imagine situations horrific and impossible in reality. I think I feel scary usually in my imagination; on the other hand, that It’s kind of fun as well.
It really seems that you have uncommon imagination. When I was a child I also used to think similar things and sometimes to behave according to them, too, but when I became a teenager I started to imagine myself more as an adult and started to ignore my "silly" minds, so I stopped to be in that way. However, somewhere deep inside of me I'm still the same as I was. Even now, sometimes I catch myself thinking about things that are not very related to the real life.
ReplyDeleteI would have been so scared if someone was trying to get into my house! It's a good reminder that we should always keep our doors locked!
ReplyDeleteI have a little same experience with you, especially after watching a horro movie. Do you like to watch this kind of movie?
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