When I think back to my life, I have not been on life-threatening situation. I just have felt scary about my security. Once, 3 years ago, I was at my home. Then somebody, suddenly, tried to open the door. After a giving a strong pulling, he was gone. I was so horrified that I could not do anything. Fortunately, the door was locked. By the way, as typing this blogging, I think I always have had small things to fear. For example, I don’t like the mirror on door, which is used for checking visitors though. Because, whenever I passed by the door, I felt like a ghost kept staring at me, I blinded it for ghost not to look at me. I am sound like a freak, but I am scary. Frankly speaking, when I was 8 years old, I thought somebody can shoot me behind. To avoid that kind of potential attack, I used to walk zigzag on the street. I don’t do this weird motion anymore, but sometimes I still imagine situations horrific and impossible in reality. I think I feel scary usually in my imagination; on the other hand, that It’s kind of fun as well.
